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August 29, 2025

It has taken me so long to actually start this blog. Years. Why? I start and stop and then distract myself from thinking about it. I simply don’t want any part of the deep pain I walk around with. But, after years of therapy and a malignant narcissistic mother who died in 2020, I have hit a roadblock. At this point, I need to choose whether to put this out there and share my experiences with others, or live the rest of my life without really attacking what is left.

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